I felt I had to share. Maybe it's too personal. Maybe it'll make him blush because I shared something he said, which I am still teary eyed about. But I felt I needed to share this with the world, especially because I'm doing a project for a college class regarding dating violence in high school relationships.
Master: Kitty?
me: yes Master?
Master: I love you.
me: *smiles* i love you too.
Master: from the very depths of my soul sweetie
me: *nuzzles and tears* ditto
Master:
You complete this (his life/marriage/what he needs in a partner that
his wife can't give to him: her complete submission)... You make it
better. *wipes your eyes* no tears, only smiles sweetie
me: I'm so very glad to have found a place to fit.
Master: And you fit
so well. I'm so glad I burned your shoes. (Ask me about this the next
time I talk to you, and I'll explain the meaning behind 'my shoes'.)
me: *laughs* yes, we burned my shoes. shush. sleep.
Someday, when I have more time, I will tell the story behind my shoes. They are metaphor shoes, symbolic.
I am very blessed to be so intimate (not in the physical sense) with a man as strong, honorable, loving, giving, and many other things. I will forever be in awe of the fact that this man loves me for who I am, every molecule, because he knows everything. Every dark secret, every nightmare, every fear, every doubt... And he loves me anyway.
To be in such a relationship, to have it be my very first relationship even though it is "secret" from my family and not "Facebook-official" as my family says, is a huge standard to live up to, if I ever find my husband.
<3 Appartengo a Lupo completamenta a per sempre. <3
(I belong to Wolf completely and forever.)
