Life has gotten in our way again. Our D/s relationship seems to have mostly fallen to the side, though I would never say I am neglected. We support each other in the day to day stuff, and we are always in contact. I think that if a whole day passes, and I haven't heard from him, I would start to worry a lot.

But I don't feel particularly submissive. Master has requested that I start kneeling for him before each shower in the morning, but my knees are taking a horrible beating because I am not yet used to being on my feet and working so long. So I tried it today, and it didn't go so well. But I can honestly say I tried. It just feels like someone is pulling my knee in top and bottom directions when I kneel... :(

Another thing is my non-existent sex drive. I'm not sure what it means or where it stems from, whether its the birth control or the constant busy-ness of life right now. But its been weeks since I've come last, and I don't really have a drive to do so. I'm not sure that I would even get a subby glow or anything if he told me to do so... Which worries me.

But then again, I'm exhausted. And rambling. So I could be completely crazy.

Appartengo a Lupo <3