To have come to terms with the fact that I am no longer any sort of priority in some peoples' lives. In the beginning of my mad stage, I was upset that I no longer heard from them, even periodically. But since my last post, I've concentrated on my life. And things are just fine. I do not feel alone. Rather I feel good about myself, refusing to be an option for people. Maybe it sounds demanding of me, but I am not someone to be around to help them through the bad times or the boredom and then disappear when they find someone else to talk to.
So instead of pining and bitching, I've moved on. My summer classes start on the sixth, so I've been reading my textbooks and hopefully getting ahead of the game (the syllabi aren't even posted online yet, so I have no idea if I'm even reading an assigned chapter). Working is torture since my knees are seemingly getting worse. When 500mg of Vicodin wear off in an 8 hour shift, you know the pain level is high... Hopefully I can find something to take care of the problem, swelling I think, instead of the pain.
Master's wife will be having her baby soon, so I am working on their presents. I shall post pictures here when I'm done with them. :) I hope to have something to send to Master as well, but that is a secret for me to keep.
Appartengo a mi Lupo. <3
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