I've recently decided to join the trend and start a blog. Why, I have no idea. Probably to help keep the creative juices flowing. How, that I truly don't know. So I'm probably just going to ramble most times.
I cannot believe it's been nearly a year since I found myself interested in pursuing this life choice. When I stop to think, I've learned so much, but it doesn't seem like it's been so long. And- at the risk of rambling- it doesn't feel like I've learned anything at all. It just seems like there was a box, and I needed one special person to help me open it and explore the contents. We haven't even made a dent in the pile yet, either. On March 21, 2012, I will have been owned by Master for one full year. The feelings are indescribably intense.
I reread that conversation just today. Found myself panicking as I read howI asked to be his and to learn and to be taught by him. And breathing a sigh of relief at his shocked and delighted response. Just like one of those romance comedies where you know that the main character is going to say yes to the marriage proposal because you've seen it a billion times, but you still hold your breath and get excited anyways? Just like that. I was going to use a horror movie analogy, but 1-it was thrilling, not horrific, and 2-I don't watch horror movies.
That is all for tonight. I'll write more tomorrow, instead of studying, about how the relationship is progressing and how things are going in the present.
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