Have you ever just woken up one morning and known that it was going to turn into a bad day? Even if the sun was shining and it was a beautiful day outside?
Welcome to my life. Lately it happens more often than not. Today was all about me reminding myself that I'm not the centerpoint of this relationship. That he has bigger things to take care of, to deal with. "You are to be always aware of Master's constant stresses."
I try to be a stress-free part of his life. But I know I'm not. There's no way I can be, with my semi-constant neediness and occasional playful attitude. both of which usually kick in at the very least convenient time possible.
It made me think tonight. How is it that we, as submissives, are supposed to support our Dom/me, make their lives less stressful, and do as much as we can for them... and yet turn around and (either sometimes or many times) cause them stress with our worries and "drama" and self-doubts? And how the hell does something like that get fixed?
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